I feel like i’m gonna bother them. Even if it’s a “Hi” or “How are you doing”? I feel like i’m always unwanted. Like seriously, I think this is why I rarely talk to people now.
but when it’s pointless it’s pretty sad.
Is one of those feelings you just cant really ignore yourself. You get that feeling as if you’re not good enough for that person to pay attention to you, especially if you really like that person too. Sometimes they’ll respond back, but majority of the time they’ll just ignore you. And it makes you feel as if the next time you try to talk to that person, you feel like a bother or nuisance. I’m just wasting your time and my time for something you don’t even care.
Fuck feelings. Sometimes, I just wish I could feel no emotion at all. That way when someone fucks me over, I wouldn’t feel anything. I wouldn’t be affected at all. I would never get hurt. I wouldn’t even know the feeling of being hurt. My feelings always get the best of me and I hate it
Is it to late too change classes? -_-
I’ve always wanted to be in a solid relationship — no on and off type shit. It doesn’t matter if we’re together as a “couple” or not, just something I can be for sure about with someone who feels the same way. A relationship that won’t end about careless arguments and so on. I want to be able to be 150% sure about a relationship, and be happy in it.
Deleting things won’t erase the thought from your brain, but it’ll make it a hell of a lot easier to forget when there’s nothing reminding you of what you’re holding on to.
I’m trying to erase you.
I try to deny it but I’m just lying to myself. I hate these nights when I drown myself in my own misery.
Or if you even plan on it. Hmm.. I want to know what’s going on. You walked out of my life out of no where. You probably don’t miss me, but I miss you.
Not because I don’t care about you, not because I forgot about you, not because I replaced you. It’s because you pushed me away to the point where my “trying” no longer mattered to you. You do realize that it hurts to see that, right? You replaced me first, so don’t mind it if I find a few friends who would actually stay in my life instead of leaving when someone better comes along.
I just learned how to play “Can’t Take My Eyes Off of You” by Lauryn Hill. I been in love with this song for a while. LOL I want to sing this for a special person….. as soon as I find one.. LOL
The reason there are a majority of assholes in the world, is because girls always end up with the assholes. Every guy is now trying to be the asshole they’re not to get the girl they want. I’m not saying girls go for assholes on purpose, but through the nice guys point of view he didn’t get you cause he’s not the asshole you’re with.
You know that moment where something happens and you barely realize how attached you are to this person until that moment right there? Fuck man. I was crushing on you and I i didnt even know. Actually, I just didn’t know it was THIS bad to the point where I actually feel hurt. What the fuck.
But i do miss the feeling of having someone that can make me smile and feel appreciated. Someone that will make calling and texting me the first and last thing he does everyday. Someone that will be there to hold me when i feel vulnerable. Someone that will look past my defects and love me for who I am. Someone that will give me butterflies in my stomach every time we’re together. Someone that I can call mine.
Quality is everything in both friendships and relationships. If your so called friends don’t have the qualities of a friend how can you call them a friend? That’s right you can’t. Same goes for relationships. Being in a relationship with someone that doesn’t have the qualities of a good girlfriend/boyfriend isn’t even a relationship. It’s just emotional abuse, It’s wrong.
Things to do:
- Work Out
- Talk to people
- Try to contact my fagget.
Care to add to the list? LOL jk
You better know that fag. I’m going to make sure you see this in the morning.
I want to socialize :P <—( in other words leave me asks rather than like this LOL)
You will obviously find other guys attractive or cute or some shit like that, but if you are trying to get at someone or something like that don’t bring it up. Us guys get jealous very easily. Even if we say we’re not the jealous type. Saying we’re not the jealous type is more like saying “I know how to keep my jealousy under control.” When you start talking about another guy how do you expect us to respond to that? Maybe it’s just me, but I can keep my jealousy under control at times, but I can lose control at times as well.
I don’t know if the attention you show me is special or if it’s just something you do randomly and naturally. I don’t want to assume and cause misunderstandings, but then I don’t want to miss out on a chance I probably won’t get again. I’m keeping a distance cause I doubt the attention is anything special, but feelings are growing slowly. I hate how confusing things can get. -_-
I rarely tell anyone how I feel for them. I’m not sure how they feel for me and I don’t want a whole misunderstanding to happen that can ruin things completely so I tend to just deny my feelings.
Sure deleting pictures, texts, and throwing away stuff is easy but the hard part is forgetting them. It’s hard to forget about them when the memories still replay in your head and when you see something that reminds you of them you can’t help but to just shake your head.
I don’t understand what a break can do for a relationship besides create distance. If something isn’t working out for you guys don’t go on a break. Having each other out of the picture is only making room for someone else to come in. Either break up or fix it, there’s nothing in between. It’s like a simple yes or no, there’s no maybe, because what the fuck is that? All it does is cause confusion for the other person.
LOL I guess I’m officially black :D
this cracker just called me a nigga
this nigga just called me a nigga………….